Honestly believing

Firstly, thank you to so many friends who have been amazing recently. I am so bloody lucky to have so many wonderful people in my life. Here’s this weeks’ tome: I’m not sure if any of you have noticed, but my brain goes round in circles trying to decide what is right and wrong and … Continue reading “Honestly believing”

A musing

I don’t have anything burning my heart to write about today, so instead I’m going to put a voice to a musing which pops into my mind sometimes. I don’t even have a plan for what to write. But here goes – let’s see what happens. I’ve been challenged lots of times to make conscious … Continue reading “A musing”

Searching for home, and adding the fourth S

Home. A place where I belong and I don’t have to leave or lose. This is what I’ve been seeking for my whole adult life. Since I left my parent’s home in a rupture of security that I have never fully recovered from, I have felt like a nomad in this world. This is the … Continue reading “Searching for home, and adding the fourth S”

A bout of brain vs heart

I had planned to write a funny blog this week about a Sunny project. However, it is still a surprise so I can’t yet. So I’m going to write one that is much harder to write. One that fits with my aim of honesty, of wiping away the veneer of excellentness and sanity. As I’ve … Continue reading “A bout of brain vs heart”

How the word ‘obedience’ stopped being a slap in the face with a wet fish

  Obey. Not a fashionable word. Wait for the intake of breath if it’s ever said in a wedding vow nowadays. I was churning myself up last year. I think anyone who reads the Bible a lot ends up with a set of rules they decide God is really hot on. Even though we go … Continue reading “How the word ‘obedience’ stopped being a slap in the face with a wet fish”

Why I’m not giving anything up for Lent

The reason isn’t because I have the willpower of a gnat. Although that is true. I suffer from depression and grief. Or, I battle with it. That’s more accurate. Events of life made my soul fall in a hole a couple of years ago, and I’m still unable to climb out of it. But I’m … Continue reading “Why I’m not giving anything up for Lent”